Beginning

Here we are 2020.  So not  sure what  i thought the year 2020 would  be like but for sure  it wasnt this. This sucks. When school  ended in march and everything  flipped upside down and all my carefully  constructed support system and rhythm and plans to make life work fell apart I'm  not  going  to  lie I was mad.  Solo mamahood is hard its a thin web to keep everything together. 

So months and months into this a few thing have become  clear.

Distance learning  doesn't  work even slightly  for my kids.

The back and forth of yes we are  going  to  school, maybe, unless, if then; causes to much anxiety  for our  family. 

So here we are starting  our 1st year of homeschooling. I am excited I have always  wanted to homeschool we have  always  done a lot of learning  at home.  

 Do I really  know what  I am doing?    Nope.

Am I totally  overwhelmed?  Yep.

I know  enough  to know  that failure  is going  to  happen epic fails, there will  be  crying, we will  have bad days. I also know there will  be  amazing  days and we will  learn and grow though  the whole experience. 

I decided to write this blog  and all about  our ups and downs.